Wow, even I think this is a bit messed up. The message, to her I suppose would be, “I love you, but remember death”, which doesn’t really make any sense but there we go. It has been nearly three years since we parted but the feeling of loss and regret I have will not dissipate, Brigitte probably harbours nothing more than a faint memory of me, which is only to be expected after all this time. She has moved on and no doubt found love again. Her predisposition as a female to bear children will come to pass, giving a sense of meaning to her life, unlike my own which has lost all meaning. But, as happy and fulfilled as she may be…………. it will all be taken from her in the end.